life can be so unpredictable

I found out some news yesterday, news that breaks my heart. It's not about me, doesn't need to be...I'm still heart broken. Now is the time that I HTFU and be there for someone I love and wish the best for going forward. Life can be so unpredictable (NSS!). But in some cases, that unpredictability seems to laugh cruelly in the face of those who live through difficult times. I have been and still feel like...crying....sigh.


It's Friday night, and I'm about to go to bed. I'm so tired, I can barely type. Starting a new job is challenging and I have lots to learn. Today was not a good day. The week was a challenge and flew by - to say the least!

Tomorrow I ride, just not sure where or with whom. I'm going to try and get up at 6:00am to meet the gang by 8:00 to ride a route I love. But if I can't, I'll bail and ride from home. No matter what, I will ride! I need it.

Very short entry tonight (sorry), but no matter...I wanted it noted for my own reasons...